Monday, 10/1/12
St. Theresa of Lisieux entered the Carmelite Convent at
Lisieux when she was fifteen. At twenty-two, as she began sinking with
tuberculosis, Mother Agnes, the convent’s superior, told her to occupy herself
by writing an account of her life. Theresa wrote an account she called The
Journal of a Soul, and it has accidentally become famous.
When a nun died in a French Carmelite Convent there was a
custom of circulating a short version of that dead sister’s life to the other
convents. So when Theresa died they sent around her own journal. People
visiting those convents picked it up, and it became immediately popular.
When it was passed around outside the convents, editors appeared,
and began working on Theresa’s words, removing parts people might find less than
edifying; but even so it remained a fine saintly account. Let me mention three
details that I found memorable.
First, she had prepared for months to make a good first
confession. She believed that through the priest she would be talking directly
to God. So when the priest pulled back the slide on her side she blurted out,
“I love you!”
Second, Theresa had lost four infant siblings, then at three
she lost her mother to breast cancer; and Theresa kept calling for her. She went
on to suffer several prolonged childhood ailments that left her to need and
expect tender care. At thirteen, as she was putting out her shoe for Christmas
gifts she overheard her father asking how long they would need to treat her
like a child. It immediately jolted her into the need to grow up. That reversal
of her attitudes has inspired many individuals to pray for the grace to turn
their lives around.
A third story from Theresa’s life comes from when she was
sinking into her final illness. An old nun passing her in the cloister cheered
her up by saying she looked full of health. Then, another nun, passing her on
the far side of the cloister showed concern for her sickly appearance. Theresa
was immediately dejected, but then she turned the experience around. She hung
tight to the experience’s lesson. We should not let our happiness hinge on peoples
casual remarks.